I have finally found faith. It took a while, but I could no longer live in despair. I have always had this empty feeling, a yearning for more. This nihilism of values was eating away at me. And I wanted to feel complete. I wanted peace. Peace for my lacking soul.
I once thought that everything could be explained by reason and logic. I was wrong. There are some questions whose answers lie beyond this world. I came to this revelation when I found Jesus, or rather Jesus found me.
He spoke to me at 3:00AM a few nights back when I was finishing up two of my philosophy essays. My eyes were near bloodshot from staring at my computer screen for hours. But, I could see clearly. There was something wrong. The words from my essay were swirling around, blinking and flashing. Soon, they came together to form a pattern.
It started out as a picture of a baby. But, then it became animated and showed a progression of scenes of a boy growing up. I soon realized that this was me. As the animation progressed to the present Jesus came onto the screen. He told me that he has known me before I was born. In addition, he explained how the mental capacities I was designed with would prevent me from coming to faith on my own so that it was His duty to share His love with me personally.
He told me that He loved me and wanted to give everything He could offer me, but that only I could make the decision to receive it. To help me with my decision He showed me what my life would be if I accepted Him and what my life would be if I did not. The first animation was of a long and happy life with my future family and eventual ascension to heaven with Him. The other one was much different. It was as of an equally long, but very unhappy life with me living alone and later in a dark place in complete separation from Him. By then the decision was clear.

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